Life's Questions

Why can't life be easier? Why isn't Drake gone? Why does my sister think I only love her when she is buying me something? Why aren't I closer to my friends? Why do I make things complicated? Why can't I love Eli? Why does Tori have to leave a mark? Why can't I just erase their minds? WHY AM I STILL HERE? Why can't I be 18 already? Why are my parents still together? Why does she make them so uncomfortable? Why does my sister try to parent me? Why can't she leave well enough alone? Why do I make conflicting plans? Why do I suddenly have so much drama that I didn't ask for nor can I control? Why can't they understand our love for each other? Why does this have to happen to me?